continued.

You were just giving me a taste of my own medicine. How dare you! I wondered when will be the next time I will hear your harmonious voice so that I may soothe my spirit. I did not want to push it. I figured I will enjoy the beautiful moments we were having.  


Our conversations suddenly became deeper and so did our emotions. I couldn't help but question why I desperately needed to conceal you from her. I just knew that with my secret I could not be doing what I was. I felt wrong. I felt like I have committed the ultimate transgression. 


I didn't care. I began to feel like my secret didn't matter as much.... sorta. Of course, my actions did not reflect this much.  I think you noticed. I had bigger things on my mind. Speaking to you on the phone made us official. You were officially attached and so was I. 


You were going to buy me 2 dresses as well as a Verragio© ring. I want a princess cut, I told you. My heart was set, it didn't matter what they thought. It didn't make a difference who I was, or that....

I was the girl with the secret.