continued.

After hearing your voice for the first time I was soo over the moon that I suddenly became speechless. Before I could breath another word, she walked in. I frantically needed to hide what I was doing. I could not before to have a soul find out about you. They wouldn't understand. She, especially, wouldn't understand. I had a secret remember.

A secret.

Soon as my reality came crushing down, she was gone; and so were you. You hung up. I wish you would have waited a few minutes more. I really did want to speak to you. To actually have a conversation beyond a greeting. I wanted tonight to be that night. I picked up my phone and started dialing..

0614.. Ring! Ring! Ring! Why are you not answering me? I wonder if you didn't like my voice after all. You were playing with me, and I wanted to know why.