continued.

There are days in which my secret is faded and my perfect superficial relationship becomes reality. I forget that about my ugly qualities and embrace my good ones. I embrace them so well that this new relationship doesn’t seem to be so superficial. Not just for me, but also for you.

In my mind, I just want to live in the moment. I know its temporary. It’ll never last. And neither will our relationship. Taking the time and energy to expose my “uglies” is pointless.

I can’t hurt you. Please understand.